Until there's fully embodied understanding on how energy works, in the dark is where we transform the most. In the dark is where we lose ourselves just to find deeper truths, our missions, our passions. In the dark is where we integrate and in the contrasts is where we know what we want. Nothing shameful about that, in fact is quite rewarding.
Be thankful for your darkest times anytime they arise, because they bring you lessons that make you whole, complete and more certain of who you are, what you want and where you are going.